toronto jam

some vid i'm in.

my answer to almost every question

i dont know.

summer

I already know that this will be one of my favorite movies ever.

this is not my future, it is his

i want to take a 'lethal dose' of 'polonium 210'

and be immune to it.

i would have dodged a 'slow and inevitable death'.

that would be 'pretty cool'.

scientists would want to do tests of me.

but i would not give in.

the scientists would say 'if you let us do tests on you,

you would help advance society and everyone

would be immune to poisonous things. plus,

we will give you lots of money.'

i would say 'no, i dont want your money.

the only way i would let you do tests on me

is if you figure out a way to make my nails stop growing

because i don't like cutting them. it is such a hassle.

i also dont like it when people cut my nails for me

because i have the fear that they will mess up

and cut too deep and cause me great pain.'

runes

anyways, we got Runes, my school's lit mag printed. it has 50 pages.

if you want to buy one, paypal me $6 or more. i will mail it asap.

you smell nice.

i am behind you.

crouching.

just pretend im your shadow.

dim my vision

i should try out some sunglasses soon.

i dont want want to wonder

for the rest of my life

if sunglasses look good on me.

editing

editing my high school's literary magazine was hard. i sweated. i think i left many mistakes. but it's partially not my fault because there are six other editers. three of them didnt really help though.

copies should be available next week for $6 each. if you go to my school, they will be $4. i will probably have a very limited amount. i will make a pdf of it soon to give for free. the pdf wont have any of the pictures though, because i dont want to take the time to insert them.

anyways, if you want to buy a paper copy of the magazine, leave a comment here so ill know about how many to reserve.

salmon

one day i am going to make a decision

that i will regret.

i will want to 'end my life'

but i will be scared to do it.

i will eat a lot of fucking fish

and i will not get mercury poisoning.

i will be healther than usual.

chess hurts

i was telling this girl

that i won the tornament

in chess club at school

i felt proud.

she gave me a

playful punch

and it hurt.

i took it like a man

externally

but

i felt inferior.